hello all...hope everyone is well...this is a very hard site to get used to...dont know if im posting in the right place here...lol..

so the other night i had a weird dream...not sure if it was a real dream or a byproduct of my allegra-d decongestant meds, which apparently can cause one to have some loopyness...



i don't remember all of it, but i do remember it took place at what appeared to be my old high school (catholic school at that). the main theme of the dream seemed to be that several crosses were missing, and that had released some kind of evil throughout the place, and people kept disappearing in various… Continue

So I don't really like my job that isn't much of a surprise, but I like it better now that I switched stores.

The Funny thing is even though I don't like my job I am probably the only one there who throws a fit about having

to call in sick. I have had the stomach flu the last couple of days which was not fun, I went to work the one night

throwing up and what not and my mom called me off the next night which I threw a fit about but I felt much better after getting enough sleep… Continue

It really hit home with me yesterday, after feeling as though I've been walking through a fog for months now I had an intense moment of clarity as I reached out and grabbed hold of a camera.



It wasn't just any camera - it was a Rebel SLR 35 mm digital camera. The holyness of holy for me. (it wasn't mine lol) but as I grabbed hold of it, and adjusted the lens I swear to you I felt the oddest sensation pulse through me. One I haven't felt in sooo long. I felt alive.



Silly I… Continue

I'm not taking classes this semester.

I'm moving off campus, in fact.



I am broke,

and jobless.



But I'm still smiling.



Why?



Because I was miserable at school anyway.

Because I don't have a job I hate.

Because no matter what I do or where I am, there'll always be at least one person who can make me smile even through tears and who will put up with my insecurities, shortcomings, and all around non-perfection.



Life is… Continue